Winter kept us warm, covering / Earth in forgetful snow

My boyfriend spent the most of the weekend being incommunicable and just kind of out of it. It's not his fault, I guess. It was his best friend's birthday, and there was a huge birthday bash in New York. For the first time really, I felt alone. In a month it will be the anniversary of my grandfather's death. It has taken a year for me to truly be sad. It's hard to talk about this kind of sadness.